I dream to be... (future plans)

If you are asking me about my future plan, actually, I have not thought seriously about that. My future plans change as my mood changes. I am still adolescent which characteristic is moody, then I only have two plans which can survive until now. My future plans which can survive amid my moody feeling are Novelist and Singer.

When reading becomes my hobby, I am thinking to be a novelist. “I am exactly going to be a novelist” I said at that time. However, I have several problems, such as when I am writing my story, I am stuck. I cannot finish it, I have no idea to end it but when I have an idea, I have no time to continue writing. I have so many tasks to be done on time, which means I need to stop writing my own stories. When my dream is about to be a novelist, I feel incompetence and hopeless. It will be more hopeless because I write my story in English. If I want my story be published, here in Indonesia, I need to work twice to translate in Indonesian. As I said, I want to be a novelist and I do not want to give up. I am still struggling to make and finish my stories. I do not care what people will say, all that I care about is my progress in writing my stories.

Singing. I love singing so much and dream to be a singer. Nevertheless, I want to be singer as I want, have a free soul. I hate to be bent with schedule of performing something. If professional singer is like that, I will reject to be professional singer. Singing is my expression of what I feel. I do practice to sing and I do singing in my church as one of the singers. Then if professional singer has so many rules, I will not be a professional singer. I will sing when I want to sing.

Both singer and novelist are my future plans but as I said before, it still can be changed. I am moody person but not a type of person who will not try to make my dream come true. I do practice and make my dream come true in my life. If I cannot publish my stories as an example, I still can be a blog writer. There is nothing impossible; just do I brave enough to keep my dream on track? And my answer is Yes, I try to keep it on track as I can.